of course, another memory of betrayal. but this one slams into him and really is so much worse, after having such an uplifting, hopeful start to it with a savior to come in when he and cordelia needed it most. feeling the love, admiration, adoration, respect - and then the heart-wrenching sensation of standing on opposing sides. he can feel the way his own throat closes, the chill as the fire leaves.
as it fades, he just
reaches out to grasp rondo with this sudden understanding. ]
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of course, another memory of betrayal. but this one slams into him and really is so much worse, after having such an uplifting, hopeful start to it with a savior to come in when he and cordelia needed it most. feeling the love, admiration, adoration, respect - and then the heart-wrenching sensation of standing on opposing sides. he can feel the way his own throat closes, the chill as the fire leaves.
as it fades, he just
reaches out to grasp rondo with this sudden understanding. ]
... oh, Rondo.